I took my SAT today. o_____O;; 5 1/2 hours, man. 7:30 AM to 1:00 PM Jesus. XP I just about fell asleep on my desk. x___x;

It wasn't as hard as I thought it was going to be... so that's good. But it was LOOONNNNGGGGG... erg.

So school's almost over. June 19th. <3 Then I leave on June 27 to France and Switzerland with my choir. 8D! So excited. Two weeks! <3 And le fromage!! Ooh la la. xD; lol that means "cheese" if you didn't know.

I'm kinda miffed because I can't stop thinking about my 1st/only boyfriend/ex-boyfriend. I miss him.... ;___; We're still friends, but I haven't talked to him or seen him in AGES and he's awesome and I wanna talk to him and hang out with him cause if we do we may just go out again -breeeeaathes- and that would be awesome cause he's the best thing that ever happened to me and he's mature and sweet and compassionate and cute and he call's me "beautiful" and YEAH. -passes out from lack of air-

Sooo... part of me wants to get back together with him, and another part of me wants to let him go. And I'm confused and stressed (not only that but I've been having a lot of exams and projects and I've now realized I can't go to a 4-year university cause of D's I dont' have time to make up in summer school) and I just want it all to go away. I want all the surplus emotions and human wants and excess to just go away. It makes things too complicated and stressful. It stinks like limberger.